Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
It seem the most stupid idea I had for a while. But just now I feel trying anything for a change. I just feel so tired all the time.
So my eyes are dry. Its quite common problem for people working on computer. But the eye drops I used are not working anymore. I'm trying gel. But I just begynn to ask myself what is the psychological meaning of dry eyes. I am going to a therapist who is very focus on body, learn me to breath or to sit relax.
So what is the psycological meaning of dry eyes. Or when did I cry realy.
Some years ago in a period of few month I loose my job. My husband left me and my kid choose to go with him. My mother died and then I loose my job a second time. Then I start a new DD that was a kind of fantasy novel. The hero saw his girlfriend being rape and kill and he did not cry. He fight. He get very good at fighting so he could make his word better. But he was not feeling good. So I gave him another girlfriend. She could realy understand him when he speaks about the other girl and then he began to cry.
But the real question is did I cry. I just can't remenber realy. I have learn not to feel anything in a way. So I begin to ask myself if it could be some help to cry realy. Not to DD I do or to DD my caracteres do. There is a lot about laughing is good for your health, what about crying. It can be such a relieve when you do. But I don't know how to cry. I can make my DD caractere cry but I don't cry myself.