Where wild minds come to rest
I feel like I am in between my daydream world and reality. I can see everything that goes on in the worlds but I am not there (physically for my daydream world, mentally/emotionally in reality). I just wish that I could become a part of my world. There isn't anything special about reality. I don't feel like part of the world. I feel like everybody is able to make connections with others, but I can't. In my world there is an honest, true bond between the characters. I truly feel something for my characters. I feel connected to everything in it, yet like it is all very faint, because I cannot actually reach it.
I am so out of touch with the real world. I get so lost in my daydreams that I can't remember full days, unless something exceptionally good/bad happens. I felt very sad this Christmas. I didn't feel like it was actually happening. I wasn't able to feel much excitement, I just felt very dull.