i feel like a creep,oops

[ashlee]

ok so this is going to sound weird.......but here we go
ok so last year i saw this kids youtube video (it only had like 200 views) and i thought he was cute because he looked like sid vicious
and he face was so cute
and slfjalsfjdklfgjsldfgjldfskgjklsj <3
and COINCIDENTALLY (seriously, this is a total coincidence) i was on facebook and we had a mutal friend......
(i dont even know the mustal friend though, i dont even have him on facebook anymore)
so i was facebook creeping that kid from youtube on facebook and i was like "awe awe awee"

so i madee up a character that looks just like him 
(and i dont usually model charcaters after people who arent celebrities because i find it weird, but i figured it wouldnt count because ill never meet him or talk to him ever)

and before he was just kind of like a secondary character that i didnt daydream about often (he was just friends with one of the characters i DO daydream about often) but latley ive been focusing on him and his girlfriend i made up for him (which isnt me, just so you know) 

so i decided to facebook creep him for old times sake (i dont facebook creep him anymore)
and i did this really crazy thing
and i added him LOL :(
and im scared hes going to ask who i am
and its going to be weird because one of my daydream characters is talking to me
and im going to have one of my daydream characters on facebook
this is weird
i regret adding him now :(



i really felt the need to rant about this somewhere because im nervous if he accepts my friend request 


PS:
after writing this i went back on his youtube page and he had a video with his girlfriend and i am heartbroken because he has a girlfriend in real life :-( :-( :-( 

[ashlee]

lol atleast you guys can relate, i thought you were gonna say something like "thats so creepy" LOL.
the kid changed his hair so he doesnt look like my character anymore which makes me feel relieved. and he never talked to me which is good lolololol
but i looked through his profile pcitures and i was like "omg this is so weird he looks just my my day dream character sdjfgdkghsdfk"

[Stacy]

i try not to put real people in my DDs either. most of mine are celebrities. sometimes i do though and i feel the same way you do about it. i always feel weird when i talk to them because i'll feel like they can tell. but of course they can't its just awkward though. 

[Jennifer]

OMG. You sound like me! Last year, I had the BIGGEST crush on a boy in my classes. I told him I liked him, and he called me repulsive. I went home and cried. And I made my ideal me (Me) in my daydream his girlfriend. Sooo weird. :P

Best of luck to you!

[debbie downer]

sid vicious kdsjlgsdklgjgkslf omg.

i just made a blog post about something like this, it's called "MD and guilt".

i know, it really sucks to know that people you base your characters off of are different in real life. ): i have two characters whose looks are based on people from my school (i've never talked to either of them in my life though, i just saw them in the hallway and thought they looked interesting, so i made up characters that looked like them) and it's always really awkward when i see them. sometimes i'll forget that i based my characters on them and i'll see them and think "aaaahhh that person looks just like-- wait..." lolol.