Hi, I'm back! Updates of my life

[Wish Upon A Wish]

I haven't been on here for quite a long time- there's now a bunch of new people, so hi to you all, and welcome.

I'm kind of hoping to update how things have been lately, and I'll try not to ramble and merge onto different subjects as I usually do, so hopefully it'll be neater and more readable. I probably won't be in chronological order or anything, though.

I checked my last blog post today, I mentioned I'd started study. I now have music in the car and I find that I daydream less so, although my attention isn't as it should be on the road, it's better than without music, and I don't get as deep into a daydream as I used to while driving (scary!)

Study is also pretty awesome, though when I'm tired I find it much harder to concentrate, and I've been tired again lately - not good. For those wondering, I'm doing an Organics course and it is great! It's really casual and relaxed and interesting and fascinating and all those other awesome words.

I remember people mentioning that they did writing with their daydreams and I always said I can't write for crap so I wouldn't bother, and that once I tried to write about the backstory but got bored really quickly.

Weelll... I decided I'd start writing what was going on in my daydreams, like I was writing a story, but I wouldn't try hard to make it sound good (I reread what I've written and change things, though, just like I would in a daydream) and it's not designed for others to read, or to be understood by anyone else or anything. It's really great, actually, and although DDing can be annoying, it's still really fun =p and so people at study know I write a bunch (at lunchtime and even a little during class!) but luckily no-one's asked to read it. I would say I'd rather they not read it, though, it's kind of private. Also because the parts that are in the refill pad I bring to study, they contain mentions of a bad thing that happens in my Dds, so if someone saw the mentions of that, it could be awkward (bad thing never happened to me, though) and I even wrote, almost all in one day at study, I wrote (shh!) A sex scene haha. I would never have expected to ever write one down, but not only did I write one, I wrote it while there were adults all around! Haha. I hope no-one saw it over my shoulder or anything!

Also, yesterday (NZ time. I think it's yesterday now in America too) Was my birthday and also the last day of part-time study (Full time is an extra 3 hours a week on Thursdays, and there's a few people that don't do it) so a small group of us went out for drinks and it was fun. I only turned 17 (have to be 18 here in NZ to buy booze, under 18s need a guardian and seeing as everyone is, I think, at least 25 I didn't have to worry at all haha! I also had both drinks paid for by two people 'cause it was my birthday. It was awesome.) I guess that's not at all related to DD, though.  Also I'm having drinks with friends on Sunday. Normally I have a small amount of alcohol less than once a month. Now I'm having some twice in under a week... I also got a kick-ass impromptu birthday card 'cause only a couple of people knew. Pics: https://wildminds.ning.com/photo/impromptu-birthday-card-front?cont...

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And, yeah, I guess that's me. I seem to have been in a good mood for the past week or so even though I'm annoyed at Christmas... Personal thing, I don't like buying things for people, especially being expected to buy things for people, and don't like expecting gifts from people, plus I don't like having it shoved down my throat every year. I think when I'm older, all I'll do for my birthday is kind of what I'm doing now, a few drinks with friends (without getting trashed) and Christmas... either nothing or have a meal with family or something small. And this is completely unrelated to our fantasy addiction thing. You know, I think the reason I ramble on here, at least partly, is it gets my thoughts a bit out and can kind of sort them out. Then I post it for the world to see. So, in a way, you guys are reading my thoughts! Haha

EDIT: I forgot to add my sister's moved to Sydney so it's nice and quiet now. Also, her bedroom door's always open now so every time I walk past I see the three Emilie Autumn posters that I really want to steal. It's great =p

Anyway, how is everyone? That includes both the people that actually read through all that yammering and the people that just skimmed it..... You know who you are! =p

[Wish Upon A Wish]

Thanks guys!

@Laine it's great that you've more control now! The past few days for me, I've been in a bit of a block, but it's probably good 'cause it means I'm not spending so much time daydreaming... I'm spending it all on the internet now instead o_O ah well, I should get my priorities straightened out soon. =p

[Jennifer]

Hi there!
It has been such a long time since we've heard from you on here! I'm so glad to hear that life is going well for you. That's really reassure for the rest of us MDers. It's good to know that there's a chance of breaking the shackles of our MD.
Also, happy belated birthday! You rock. =)

[Cordellia Amethyste Rose]

Welcome back!  I'm glad things are going well.  Happy belated birthday!  

[taffle]

Good to hear you're doing well! And happy b-day! Nice b-day card. I write down my daydreams too, and it's great. I have more control over my DDs compared to the past.