Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
i just find this site in a journal in the library just 5 minutes ago (time to walk to home! hehe)
i hope to find a lot of (possibly strange:) people with which to compare.
What about me?
I always spent a lot of time daydreaming.
Since I was young,at school, people consider me funny and extravagant. I always gone well at school without studying too much (I start studying seriously at the university). For some strange reason I've never had real friends(like you take him at home), any attempt to deep approach make me escape from people.
Sometimes I think daydreaming is leaded by two stuffs:
- Not content with little,although in real life I do it (grudgingly), this constant search for something better led me to find it in mind(I think).
- And the fear to not be able to manage something enduring like a friendship.
Seems not possible to sto daydreaming at all, so i'm trying to enjoy the things that gives me life, feel the emotions,enjoying smoke in the meadow, a talk with someone or some good time with a girl.
Also like to write little poems or musics, although i'm doing a scientific graduating..
thats' all for now!