Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
Today I finally got the guts to read one of the last issues in a big trigger for me. There will be no more of this series which made me feel incredibly bitter sweet. I loved that manga to death and to see it end like that made me realize so much. All good things do come to and end. I have gone already deleted that world but still go back and forth every once in a while and currently can't take my current world. The manga left of on a bitter sweet cliff hanger only making me sadder. It got me thinking, I'm insanely bored with the current world and it means nothing to me right now. I know giving up daydreaming completely would be better but I decided I need to give up this current world and bring in a new world, much better than anyone before. It sounds stupid I know but I'm just too attached to the charterers. Another thing I'm thinking about is changing is my main character, create a new main character you know? It's just I'm so tried of this drag on feeling yet I'm too attached to the characters to let them go. It's frustrating, it really is. So I guess I'll spend time trying to figure something out how the new world will be and who this main character will be. This is harder than it should be for normal people, I feel like a little kid trying to learn about, "Santa, the Easter Bunny and the Tooth fairy," you know they aren't real yet giving up on believing in them is too hard because the memories and feelings you got from these people. It's just difficult, and it always will be for daydreamers like us out there. You know what though, I'm tired and through with it. It's time to grow up and learn all good things come to an end.
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i agree with Alta Morden.
And i think you should start weening yourself off od Daydreaming slowly. May i ask what in your life bores you so much? *just wondering*
That makes sense Alta Morden, I can try though finding something different.
Oddly enough, I don't think you can force DD worlds. If they don't 'come in' with a certain level of emotional push, they'll never work.
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