Trading a cruse for a Gift

[Jenna]

Lately daydreaming is just boring and seem to continue on without a real purpose at all. I honestly have no will or want to continue to daydream away my life. I don't know if it is the medicine that affected me the most or what but I just don't want to anymore.

I decided it's time to trade this curse for a gift, I must earn. As many of you know I wish to be a writer when I grow up and it has been helping and keeping me busy from day dreaming. I have come to conclusion that instead of Daydreaming I should spend the time writing. I plan to read more, I was a huge reader before MD and I just stopped all of a sudden. I plan to read and write everyday, for awhile so I'll get better. 

The gift I'm trying to earn is a best selling novel, I know I'm young and I need lots of practice so that is what I'll do. I right here right now make a promise to write at least three hours a day or 2, 000 words and start reading again. I will work on fixing my grammar and learn new words every day. I'm content with my loneliness and don't feel the need to go party every weekend like most teens so instead I shall write. I will take this cruse and turn it to a gift. I also swear I will and one day, you all are going to see my name on a book that is famous. I am going to give this cruse up and create it in to a gift. Most importantly though, I will never ever give up no matter how many revisions, rejections, or feedback I get you will see my name on a book one day, and it will be a best seller. 

I don't know what got in to me today, I just really can't take it anymore. I feel like daydreaming is so worthless yet I keep doing it for some reason when I could be improving. I suppose though this isn't just a cruse but also a gift. If it weren't for MD I probably wouldn't have started writing now that I think about it.

This is a promise I will uphold and keep every day. It's time to just give it up, it honestly is. Today marks the first day to reaching my goal.

[Jenna]

Sorry for the late reply, I take Prozac 30mg. Also thank you guys ^__^

[KwanKwan]

you are freaking inspiring.

[Snapplez]

 I want to get to where you are! I feel you and I have said that very same sentence over and over that " Today will be the last day I shall daydream" and It doesn't work for me. Do you mind sharing what medicine you've been on?

[Jenna]

@ Pascale Thank you very much! ^__^

[Pascale]

Good luck, nice to see young people who know what they want.

I tryed to write, and stoped, and try again , and stoped again. So I can tell it is hard work. Anyway I don't want to discourage you. I will start again, have begynt to daydream novels, that is a trap I have to find a way out. Anyway here is some ideas that can help you:

- Stupid people are writing bestseller, why shouldn't you make it?

- A lot of people are writing novels, but nobody can write the one you will, so keep going or the world will lose something.

- Find some people you trust to read as you write. If it is bad, they will not necessary tell you but if it is good they will ask for more so it is an incentive to go on.

 

 

 

[Jenna]

@ Marina Thank you ^_^

[Jenna]

@Elude Thank you ^_^
@ Larry Well hopefully it doesn't and you be daydream free. Well at least enjoy it while it lasts. :)

[Larry Baer]

I have done the same thing in fact Im in a boring state now in my daydreaming.But that will end and eventually It will start up again