Where wild minds come to rest
Lately daydreaming is just boring and seem to continue on without a real purpose at all. I honestly have no will or want to continue to daydream away my life. I don't know if it is the medicine that affected me the most or what but I just don't want to anymore.
I decided it's time to trade this curse for a gift, I must earn. As many of you know I wish to be a writer when I grow up and it has been helping and keeping me busy from day dreaming. I have come to conclusion that instead of Daydreaming I should spend the time writing. I plan to read more, I was a huge reader before MD and I just stopped all of a sudden. I plan to read and write everyday, for awhile so I'll get better.
The gift I'm trying to earn is a best selling novel, I know I'm young and I need lots of practice so that is what I'll do. I right here right now make a promise to write at least three hours a day or 2, 000 words and start reading again. I will work on fixing my grammar and learn new words every day. I'm content with my loneliness and don't feel the need to go party every weekend like most teens so instead I shall write. I will take this cruse and turn it to a gift. I also swear I will and one day, you all are going to see my name on a book that is famous. I am going to give this cruse up and create it in to a gift. Most importantly though, I will never ever give up no matter how many revisions, rejections, or feedback I get you will see my name on a book one day, and it will be a best seller.
I don't know what got in to me today, I just really can't take it anymore. I feel like daydreaming is so worthless yet I keep doing it for some reason when I could be improving. I suppose though this isn't just a cruse but also a gift. If it weren't for MD I probably wouldn't have started writing now that I think about it.
This is a promise I will uphold and keep every day. It's time to just give it up, it honestly is. Today marks the first day to reaching my goal.