I am feeling from a very long time that I have a very low self esteem. I am not consistent , I have lack of planning and I am a complete person of failure . I feel that with the passage I am completely lost in real world. Nothing new , nothing interesting .I never get interested in any activity and if I take any interest I lose my interest very quickly

 I am feeling that I am drowning in water and there is no light , no hope o courage only pain and depression .No one is going to help…

I am a student and I ' m 19 years old I have suffering from this since my childhood.I am usually day dreaming abut love , pride,success and it's rare that I think about any fictional charac ter.

Anyways it is not any important thing what I want to know about from mdd community is that  dd cause any hurdle in reading because I am suffering from this and it's really difficult to concentrate in studies :(

I have decided now and understand this problem that i can never be normal and now i have to live in the same way i am living because there is no cure of dd.Although i am not happy but i have to survive with this in my whole life.

hi,friends today i am going to share something which i feel that is very personal.We all know that it's very hard to stop MDD but i am trying from last 2 or three years i do lot of abnormal activities like talking myself and making faces and even used my hands  while acting according to my story.It seems ridiculous but i know it's very hard to stop i feel that i can't face the world .This thought is getting stronger and stronger with time. Everytime i inside feel that life is so boring and…

I am totally get boring from this same situation and same scene always running on my mind.I honestly want to get out of this situatio na dmy friend recommended me to Doctor.Hope i will search a good sikertarist.I am totally fed up of this life.

It's really awkward to tell anyone about daydreams.I can't tell anyone because sometimes they are totally out of limits i think in my real life i couldn't do it.

Today ,from the start of the day i do alot of daydreaming.Now getting sick of this habbit.I my idealogy it's a curse for me.Sorry (that's my opinion) according to my circumstances.I am so lonely really want to get out of this fake world.I am deprive of real feelings and life.Nowadays i am doing exessive mdd.That's not good.Now seriously thinking of for a regular treatment of this illness.I am tired of this situation now don't want to fight for more which makes me weak.

I am totally ,confused and a low I.Q girl.She has no passion ,no life,no friend and even not willing to do anything.She has just high quality dreams but not willing to make it happen.Try to just pass day and nights.Has a poor educational background.And change the thoughts with time.No family and extremely depressed and no hope from life.I used the word no family( means no one understands me) .They don't understands my problem.They have no solution how to stop it.When someone pushed me…

It makes me depressed when someone watch me doing MDD .because the face expressions are totally different.A lot of time i decided to tell my sis bcz she is the only one in this world who understand me alot but it's very hard for me to tell her.Sometime i feel that i am the most lonely person in this world.I feel that i have no life,no real moments, no real expressions,no real feelings to share with any one and to share with my own self.I feel that i have no life.i…

It's very difficult to write own dreams on paper because my dreams are beyond the limits ,I wanna share it with people but scare that they will laugh on me.It's too crazy like a child after watching a T.V program or reading a novel start dreaming about it.In dreams i always a powerful ,dexter and industrious kind of person.I sometimes in dreams be a fairy or a T.v or sports celebrity.It's too childish but i think this is my world of fantasies which can never be snaches away by someone or…

I t's too bad when i know that i could do this ,but i couldn't because of my MDD.It generally happens to me in my studies when i tried to put my best and i have almost prepared for class test or paper but at last i couldn't get good result because most of the time at last moments i start day dreaming and then  waste my lots of time in fantasies and when i come in my real life lost so much things....people think i'm dull,  not willing to complete any task and also careful and lazy but it's…