dark inside _______

[Silla Bakht]

I am feeling from a very long time that I have a very low self esteem. I am not consistent , I have lack of planning and I am a complete person of failure . I feel that with the passage I am completely lost in real world. Nothing new , nothing interesting .I never get interested in any activity and if I take any interest I lose my interest very quickly

 I am feeling that I am drowning in water and there is no light , no hope o courage only pain and depression .No one is going to help me no one is understanding me .

I feel that there is no motive of my life I am suffering from a disease which has no cure.

If I try to change my self and make plans everything go unsuccessful at the end and there is no outcome :( 

[Silla Bakht]

Thanks (Lostsoul99).I will glad to share my story with you .I am going through a rough time no matter how hard it is but there is always a way to our freedom .

[LostSoul99]

Silla Bakht, I feel similar ways. If you want to PM me and talk about your feelings and what you're going through, I will listen to you whole heartedly and share my story if you just want to relate to someone.

Miska, you're a beautiful girl both inside and out. Your post really touched me. The fact that someone could be going through such a rough time but still manage to write a long post to someone else that's going through things is a very kind thing to do. I wish you the best to fight your battle against cancer. Good luck girl and never give up!

[Silla Bakht]

Thank you (miska) for uplifting me and nice song anyways I have only shared my thoughts because with tme I am feeling alone and depressed but my belief is that everything will be fix at it's own time :)

[Mишка (Miska)]

Don't feel this way! You are still alive! You are still living on this existential plane- just like all of us. Just think, there is reported to be anywhere between 7 to 14 billion humans in this world and you are the only you! There will have to be at least 64 billion people in the world before someone has a repeat finger print! (I know I've done the math) now imagine- that's just one finger print! The likelihood of there being a repeat you is so small there would have to have been billions and billions of humans in existence. Make the best of your life, because only are you. So sit up straight, walk in to the world and bitch slap any Neanderthal that has the indecency to be a jerk to you! Go and live with all your might! And if you think you can't think of me! I might die in the next couple of years :( I'm 16 right now, so live with all your might if not for you- for me!!! ⊂((・x・))⊃ also- sheeeeeeep!!!! Make my sheepy happy and sing this song!
I am really special cause there's no one else like me!
Look at my smile I'm so damn happy that people are jelly of me!
When I'm sad and lonely, I like to sing this song!
It cheers me up and shows me that I won't me sad for long!
Oh oh oh
I'm so happy I can barely breathe
Puppy dogs sugar frogs kittens baby teeth
Watch out all you mothers I'm happy as hardcore!
Happy as a coupon for a 20 dollar ore! Hahahaha
I'm really happy I'm sugar coated me!
Happy good anger bad that's my philosophy!
-Liam Lynch
⊂((・x・))⊃ sheepy is pleased. （≧∇≦）