It seems no matter what I do what I say what I try no one ever cares about me. And even when my mind is lost within all the usual train of thoughts, my main love is to find myself dead. Because no one's there to save me I just die alone and hopeless with out I strand of hope or a person there to mourn me. That is usually the case in such thoughts. Even now more than ever all I want is to no longer exist to have no more interaction. I feel so hated every single day of my life I can't bare to be.… Continue

I'm a duck, quack quack stupid pewds doesn't expect a thing

So lately I've been looking on ebay... Looking at cosplay stuff and I'm really interested in getting makeup that fits my character. She is a female, in my story she is called Einræðisherra (eh ee n rh eye se dr ah). She is very pretty. She has long nails that are stiletto sharp, grey eyes (though eyes change) hair that is dark black and short, and she is super pale. Lol that's all I'm giving you haha but her features closely resemble this:…

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In this time in this way,

I can't remember what to say,

For every word is lost in tone,

Every day shrieks and drones,



Who am I to feel so sweet,

My earth cracks below my feet,

Ignoring one's lesson chance,

Having one lessened glance,



I don't remember how I got this way,

Pacing fore and forth in every day,

For one day I cried and sobbed,

For what? just a ridiculous fop,



I thought I was happy,

I thought I was… Continue