This week has been hectic, i mean 12 hours of work a day, Im actually pretty sad today cause as a huge Lakers fan my biggest idol Kobe Bryant took a season ending injury. He has stood as the epitomie of ambition, strength and I idolize him , just through watching him too never let your past ruin your present. So for the next week Im going to go even harder at the books to ace those finals and go hard at the gym. This year is going to be my time, at this point I feel incredible confident as I…

Hey guys, long time! been pretty busy preparing for finals and going to the gym. Im hyped, I am transitioning into my new schedule pretty well. Definitely easier to control MD, or prevent myself from "surface using". I only hope to keep on this roll, plus on another note, I have begun to make more friends at school!, I decided to man up and step out of my comfort zone for once and talk to just complete strangers in class, and honestly I have made friends with some interesting characters. …

Hi guys, just finished my research paper!, was brutal but Im glad Im done. I was home all day today tempted 4x for like 3 hours to "surface use" MD, I got out of the house and walked to starbucks and read a book there until I felt I had control and came home. FOR ALL DDERS quiting until they can control it, THERE IS A PRICE TO PLAY, and that price is sometimes having to constantly stop what your doing and engaging in something that will get your mind off DD( going out for a job, playing…

Hey guys! So today was pretty easy at least in terms of dealing with MD, mainly cause I was in the public eye for 95% of the day, so I didn't have a strong temptation to "surface use" but of course when Im at home, its a completely different level of temptation. But today went well, I just kept working on my History paper which is late, but right now Im motivated to just finish to the best of my capabilities. But other then that, i got nothing new today, just hope you guys had an amazing day…