Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
Is there anyone else who has certain repetitive movements for when they DD? Like I pace for the majority of my DDing, but I have more emotional daydreams in bed. Also, in my bedroom, I have 2 horse toy things that are big enough to sit on - in the dark I will sit on them and rock side to side and DD about things like flying. I also sort of have a sneeze fetish (I got all the mental disorder things in my family :P) so I will DD about sneezing while doing this. I can do < while in bed, but I have to cross my legs and squeeze with them around my... area. I sometimes do this when I feel awkward (which is why I'm doing it now XD). If I do the rocking thing when I'm DDing, if it's about racing or something, I often find I feel like I have actually been running - I'll feel exhausted, especially my legs, and I'll be sweating. I remember when I was younger I said to another kid "I can make myself sweat just from sitting down!" LOL!
Strangely, even before my MD started to develop properly, I would sit on this dog toy I had and 'wiggle' from side to side while DDing, although I hadn't been bullied or anything then and my DDing hadn't reached its mladaptive stage at that point - maybe I was doomed from the start XD
Anyone else like this?
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