I'm starting to feel it again.



It's that excited tenseness you feel, before you get up and start.



And I can feel the words bubbling to my lips to whisper to myself

And I can feel the images literally strain themselves to become clearer in my head.









Ah, this one i've been perfecting for awhile. My DDs? It revolves around this...second main character. I am the protagonist but they are....i don't know, my desire i guess you could say. The… Continue

I hate snapping back into reality, letting my consciousness sink back in to this mainstream current that i swim against.



Once you get used to something, it's hard going on without it.

Once you're use to the happiness in your daydreams, the potential you consciously possess to create this beautiful world within yourself....why WOULD you want to snap back in reality? To feel connected to people who are mentally half dead anyway?



I shouldn't be mean, but detachment makes… Continue

I just don't want to SEE anyone. I don't want to make plans, it literally stresses me out. I don't want to think about whens and wheres and how longs, how fun. And seeing people doesnt even matter, as I basically think through my experiences instead of EXPERIENCING them.



I narrate my entire life.



you're suppose to live, not think, right?



I think that all the time, but then I get angry. While everyone else is living on the fake plastic surface of the earth… Continue