Exposure

[Jessica Ballantyne]

Most people conceal things very well, but I'm unable to do that. They might perform and interact perfectly fine and be doing MD, whereas, I have a neurodevelopment disorder, which makes people stare at me intently and judge me—also, whatever is going on in that head of mine..by looking more at my eyes, and body gestures. I have tried to quit MD..but I know people who've already found out what I do. Whenever I don't acknowledge, respond, or act accordingly, they bring it up. Even if I'm quite in the present, they'll wonder if I really am in the present..cause they already know. That is why I wish that I used my brain, before I started MD.