Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
hi Nicole,
what things make you you?
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Yeah my inventiveness is interesting too, I am into the coolest kind of music because of my mind's constant curiosity. I write the craziest stories ever and I love doing it even though they are very sexual. Yeah things have been depressing for me too, it sucks because then the daydreaming happens more and it like consumes you..
I'm very obsessive with fantasy. I obsess over certain fantasy books, video games, and sometimes even Sci-Fi TV shows. I learn everything I can about the worlds in which they take place and the characters in them. Then... well, I waste my life daydreaming those stories. What else would I do?
I also love music. Especially music that's familiar, like something I hear often in movies, video games, or TV shows I love. Or just music that's extremely nostalgic, from my childhood. I'm terrified of the future, so I latch onto the past. I usually dwell on the nostalgia, but sometimes I slowly destroy myself by obsessing over my past failures, listing to myself all the reasons why the world would be better off without me, and why people (undoubtedly) hate me, even if there is no proof other than my own extremely biased perspective.
Being creative is positive force to move foreward and it's true.It stands strong finding aesthetic way on our uncertain future,like,as rebel we are rendering a aesthetic form against formless world;living between willpower and despair.Actually,being creative is freedom from the known!!!
Jenna said:
Well first off I'm not at all like the other kids. I hate stuff like horror movies and jersey shores. I don't act like people my age anyways. Also my creativity.,and how I'm nice to people even when I STRONGLY dislike someone.
Being creative is positive force to move foreward and it's true.It stands strong finding aesthetic way on our uncertain future,like,as rebel we are rendering a aesthetic form against formless world;living between willpower and despair.Actually,being creative is freedom from the known!!!
Jenna said:Well first off I'm not at all like the other kids. I hate stuff like horror movies and jersey shores. I don't act like people my age anyways. Also my creativity.,and how I'm nice to people even when I STRONGLY dislike someone.
While i guess my dreams are a hidden part of who i am, but there is alos my love and taste in music, my choice in clothes and tastes in foods. my opinions. the qualities I look for in people. to me those are the defining factors that differentiate people from eachother.
For me it's hard to tell. The line is very blurred between what things I actually like doing and what my ideal self in DDs likes doing. Most of the stuff my ideal self likes doing are things I've never actually done before, so there is nothing besides my own imaginative bias that is making me believe I'll enjoy it. Like skydiving, or being a musician. I hope that once I control/stop my DDing I can finally start to tell who the real me is.
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