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[yoya yoya]

i don't know if this against the policy of the community or not . LOL anyway i'm 21 , i started DD when i was 9 or 10 and it turned to be MDD 5 or 6 years ago.

i lost my high school degree , i joined a faculty i hate and i can't prepare for interviews because of MDD .

6 days ago i decided to stop . i managed to start again . i searched the internet and i found many kind of medications.one was them was a serotonin enhancing .

it's about : we are disappointed so we MDD to feel good and satisfied , when we back to our real life we feel much more disappointed So....the serotonin will make us happy in real life as in our fantasy world , so we won't have to MDD unless we want to i guess .i'm not sure . i'm taking cipram and i have to wait 2 weeks to see the effect. so if anybody wants to join or to be updated i'm in service :)

P.S : sorry for my weird English , gonna improve it after getting over MDD :D

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[Iris]

Could you get cipram without seeing a doctor? Please take care of the side-effects it may have. I wouldn't recommend such a strong medication to start with. I wish you good luck, but please stop it, when you notice that it is not good for you.

[yoya yoya]

Well , my parents feel shame of  psychiatrists ...seriously !and i started with a small dose 10gms daily and i'm gonna stop it gradually after 6 months . that was recommended on a site . i already started to feel less stress , i could sleep better without having to DD in bed which is a little bit good But i'm thinking about visiting a doctor behind my parents back / without telling them .

Iris said:

Could you get cipram without seeing a doctor? Please take care of the side-effects it may have. I wouldn't recommend such a strong medication to start with. I wish you good luck, but please stop it, when you notice that it is not good for you.

[S K]

Thanks for the info. I'll try it out or atleast research it.