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Started this discussion. Last reply by Amanda Nov 16, 2020. 13 Replies

The thing about MaDD that is most troubling to me is the re-playing of events from my past with me coming out as the winner this time.It is humiliating to even think that I have such low self-esteem…Continue

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Daniel C Cunningham replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion I have rubber stoppers in my ears
"When I become aware of the "silence", coming out of MaDD, I sometimes also become aware of the ringing in my ears too.  But, as far as not hearing what people around you are saying, I.M.O. that happens - to anyone - when they are…"
Nov 26, 2020
Daniel C Cunningham replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion I make faces when I daydream
"I hate it when I get busted for tripping out like that. A big percentage of my DD's are violent."Revenge fantasies" as some call it. And in recent years -since I am 73 y.o.  - or my body is, though inside I am 23 - I am doing a…"
Nov 25, 2020
Amanda replied to Daniel C Cunningham's discussion violent fantasizing
"Thank you for sharing, Daniel. This is an interesting discussion. You are not alone. My personal reaction to what you describe is -- No need to feel bad! Or ashamed or embarrassed! If you need to replay an experience over and over, there's…"
Nov 16, 2020
Daniel C Cunningham replied to Nathan's discussion Making a Documentary on MD?
"Nate, I hope you are successful with this documentary. I definitely want to participate. I was in Ohio, near Cleveland in September. Now I am near Boston. It was a nightmare for me there and a bad dream here. I was  born under a bad sign. My…"
Nov 15, 2020
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Nov 13, 2020
Daniel C Cunningham replied to Daniel C Cunningham's discussion violent fantasizing
"This evening,as I was doing some business stuff online I fell into the "revenge fantasies" -  as Melanie termed it - behavior when I thought ahead to talking to a bank officer. There I am, typing away an email to a businessperson…"
Nov 10, 2020
Jenn Taylor replied to Daniel C Cunningham's discussion violent fantasizing
"I'm in therapy 4 PTSD, Dialectic Behavior Therapy, dealing with anger and my violent tendencies. I'm learning (in person b4 Covid, by Zoom now) that not all personal encounters r abusive. I'm learning 2 assess whether an encounter is…"
Nov 9, 2020
Anja liked Daniel C Cunningham's discussion violent fantasizing
Nov 9, 2020
Daniel C Cunningham replied to Daniel C Cunningham's discussion violent fantasizing
"Yes, I agree that finding the right words to say at the right time is the right way to go.  And now, as adults, it seems the best we can do is to be calm under stress and maybe allow the right response to come, make a mature decision to hit…"
Nov 9, 2020
Blanca Margatroid replied to Daniel C Cunningham's discussion violent fantasizing
"I can relate. Sometimes I also imagine myself punching one of the bullies I met in high school, or a really stupid and mean coworker. Normally my daydreams are not like that, but it happens from time to time. I also recreate past conversations when…"
Nov 9, 2020
Melanie replied to Daniel C Cunningham's discussion violent fantasizing
"Daniel, You're absolutely right. I should have clarified: MD is a very ineffective way to deal with trauma or any other circumstances in life. I certainly believed at one point that MD was helping me process and cope with negative…"
Nov 9, 2020
Daniel C Cunningham replied to Daniel C Cunningham's discussion violent fantasizing
"Melanie, Thank you sharing this. It is almost impossible for me to believe there are other people who go through this "revenge fantasies" thing. But as a way of processing trauma I cannot accept that. I do not feel that this has helped me…"
Nov 9, 2020
Melanie replied to Daniel C Cunningham's discussion violent fantasizing
"Daniel, You're definitely not alone in this. I am plagued by daydreams in which I am either a perpetrator or a victim of violent abuse. Revenge fantasies are some of my most intrusive as well. They disturb me greatly, and I wonder if I am a bad…"
Nov 9, 2020
Daniel C Cunningham replied to Daniel C Cunningham's discussion violent fantasizing
"Thank you for sharing, Jenn, I am surprised to learn than someone else is going through what I have. At the same time I am sorry you suffered through this. You got mis-diagnosed, as I did, but it seems like you are in a safe place now. I have a…"
Nov 6, 2020
Jenn Taylor replied to Daniel C Cunningham's discussion violent fantasizing
"As a child & teen I was abused by my parents every which way. I'm 66 now. I've experienced violent rages most of my life. Mainly against innocent people, just people who happened 2 trigger me. 2 years ago I realized I needed help. Or…"
Nov 5, 2020
Jev S replied to Daniel C Cunningham's discussion violent fantasizing
"You’re not on your own, I experience this too."
Nov 5, 2020

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