Hello everyone. I hope everyone is doing well.

I never thought I will get to the point that I am really fed up with holding on to things. I love daydreaming because its comforting but at this point I am sick of it. I have held onto people and things that no longer serve me. I have dwelt so much in the past that I cant focus on my future. I have no idea if the career path I am following is actually the path I want to be in. I have no idea why I have so much hate against people that are doing what they really love and are happy. Like why cant I just live instead of in my daydreams? Why cant I live a normal life? In my mind, I always wanted to leave a legacy. It was my dream to inspire people not to quit on their journey but I cant do that if I live in my head. I want to be free. I am not sure of who I am since I have lived only in my head. I am writing because I want to assure everyone that is struggling that they are not alone. Since I experience depression, anxiety and MDD firsthand, I understand that there is a lot of confusion and sometimes one may feel lonely. You are not alone!!! Everything you are going through has a purpose and a season even if it seems forever, it can change. 

This was just rambling but hopefully someone can find it useful.

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Comment by F J on January 4, 2018 at 2:55pm

Thank you for this Tammy! My experiences are EXACTLY the same, not one thing written there doesn't apply to me.

It will get better for all of us xxx

Comment by Chris H on January 3, 2018 at 12:32pm

Hi Tammy, 

you are not alone either... My MDD is really challenging at the moment. It's all I do. I talk to myself on the way to work in the car.. As if my character is being interviewed on a famous tv chat show.... I try not to MDD at work, but as soon as I'm alone I can't help it. It is affecting every area of my life. I get excited at the end of the day because I have 4 or 5 hours when I'm alone in the house... It is a nightmare (pardon the pun)... MDD damages reality.

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