Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
i was in writers craft the other day. i was sitting with my friend whom i told my daydream to when we were drunk. i had writers block for my assigment and i said to her "hmm..give me a name"
she says "kelly"
that is one of my main characters name. why would you bring that up. why would you say that name. i dont know, maybe its not a big deal but i feel embarassed for telling her and i told her thay. i mean, she obviously said that name because of my character
its not like kellys an overly popular name
i dont know, i got a little mad and i responded saying "...another name."
i sounded kind of rude
i was going to use my md as an advantage for this class, but since she knows about what i daydream about she'd know what is if she read it
i feel like i should bring it up to her again, but its so awkward. id have to be drunk to do so
i dont want her to think im crazy, i never told her i have "maladaptive daydreaming", i just said theres a name for it and alot of people do it.
but when she brought up my characters name like that my heart sunk, rememebring someone else knows what goes on in my mind besides me. its personal, ya know?
ps im at school library and theres a class behind me listening to the librarian talking about books and im scared someone can see im on this site LOL