What I need, A Thank You Note

[Hana]

"I guess it's just because I'm a very introverted person. I may act all happy and friendly when I meet someone or when I'm out with people but that's all it is --an act. The truth is, I like to be alone. I like to sit in silence and just think, about nothing or sometimes important things. But I like to just get lost in my thoughts. Sometimes I throw on an over sized shirt and take my pants off and just dance around to loud music. That's just how I am. That's how I've always been. But it doesn't mean I don't want people in my life. As much as I want to be alone, I know that I couldn't get anywhere in life without the people I care for. I need people to talk to. People who understand me. People to stay by me in my worst times. People who will be straight forward with me. People I can be straight forward with. I need people who will understand when I need them, and when I need to be alone."

I wrote this a while ago, before I knew anything about MD. I described it to others as wanting to "get lost in my thoughts." I mean, it's true, but I guess they wouldn't really understand what I mean. My fellow MDers would though. Getting lost in fictitious worlds, creating scenes of someone else's life.... Just sit and lose reality. I need those people.

Thank you Wild Minds for being with me.