Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
As some of you could clearly tell by my ramblings in chat these last two weeks, I've been having an increasingly hard time in keeping my sanity in check. Numerous aspects that had persisted for eras are coming into harder and harder friction against reality, whether I like it or not. Streams of thought that I had somewhat managed to chain into the back of my head for years are gaining unprecedented power.
My mind is fragmented, falling to pieces, and each of those pieces is fighting against all others to gain priority and throw me out of the driver's seat. I'm doing what I can to almost literally keep myself together, but I've already started to notice leaks in this attempted containment. I sometimes say stuff only to look at it a few hours later and be like "did I seriously say that?". I'm worried about how far this could go.
I don't anticipate any of this getting any better any time soon. I hope I make it to 2017...