Sorry.....

[greyartist]

http://maladaptivedaydreaming.wordpress.com/2013/08/23/sorry/

I’m sorry I haven’t posted or done a radio show, or youtube video for weeks. I am not functioning well right now. I’m in one of those phases where I am so desperate for an answer, for help, for escape from this curse in my mind. That I get depressed and hopeless. Unable to do little more then put one foot in front of the other as I struggle through the day. My work suffers, I withdraw from family. I cry, I pray, I scream in the car. I’m losing days, months, years of my life to this. If I had a plan, I could start a recovery. But I have no plan. No idea what to do to save myself. So I wait, for this phase to hopefully pass.

[Iris]

This phase will surely pass. Try to keep a basic dayly routine, so that you don't completely drown in your depression. Whenever I was in a down, it was hard for me to believe, that it ever will get better again - but it did get better.

Do you take medication or have you changed it?

[Cordellia Amethyste Rose]

Hang in there.  We've all had those periods.  It can get better.  Have you tried some of the tips people have suggested that I posted along the right side of the main page?  Don't give up until you find what works for you.