rant

[ashlee]

i lsot my dream journal. i would write my dreams i had at night in them. well i used too and then is topped...but i was going to start again. it used to be in my night table beside my bed. but i was forced to clean out my room with ym nana and everythings in weird spots and i have NO idea where it is. ive been searching forever i want to cry :'(

i looked EVERYWHERE. i remember her picking it up and i said not to throw it out but now im scared that she did.....
like i cant find it anywhere :(
this is why i dont like cleaning. it was in the same spot for a year and now i have no idea where it is.