Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
Sooooooo today... I'd say that I've kept myself busy pretty well. I've felt the need to daydream a couple times when I've had the chance to, but I've resisted, which is interesting for me. See, I'm pretty weak when it comes to giving into desire. For example, the longest I've kept a diet going is, say, a couple hours? Lol.
During my day, my brain did some little funny things that you might all find intriguing:
1) I felt proud.
I felt like I had a little tiny bit of solidity in my being. Usually I feel completely flimsy.
2) I felt intellectual.
It was almost as if, because my brain wasn't so busy daydreaming or wanting to daydream, it focused it's excess energy upon another part of itself... maybe it was focusing itself on philosophical part of the brain or something, because it felt like I was thinking about EVERYTHING today.
3) I felt slightly empowered.
Strong. In control.
Now I'm not counting my chickens before they hatch, I'm just listing some things that I have experienced, and it's only been the first day...
it wasn't really easy today... it won't be easy tomorrow... it wont be easy when I eventually get stressed out...
but I'll try to keep going.
But you wanna know what really kept me going today?
You should make one too!