Losing Out On Life

[PurpleAvalonic]

I look back on life and I see that I've been daydreaming since I was very young. One of my first memories was even when I was daydreaming. To me it's how I can cope with anxiety future choices, what-if situations, and getting over the past. I also use day dreaming to help me sleep (when it doesn't keep me up). My escape from daily problems. I think I have created my own problem. Sometimes I will daydream for hours and miss out on valuable class time. I will daydream while someone close to me tries to vent about their life. I don't want to miss out on life. I try to focus. No one else really knows about my problem. I feel like if I let my issues out in the open, it will make me look weak when I am trying to look strong for others. I am starting to make progress though. I know I can do this. I am determined to push through this.

[PurpleAvalonic]

Thanks for the support F J! I appreciate it.

[F J]

I feel the exact same way. I've felt like this for a very long time too. I don't know how I managaed to graduate haha! I felt like I worked harder than everyone else sometimes. You're right you can do this x