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Inviting Jesus into my DD... part 2

Well I had my counselling appointment last night. My counsellor listens really well and tends not to straight-out tell me what she thinks, but just reflects back to me what I've said and helps my thoughts flow. So I can figure things out myself I guess.

I told her of my encounter with Jesus. And she was amazed. She thought she might do a relaxation thing with me, to help me invite Him in. But I already did that myself! She was impressed! (: Anyway, I still believe that He was really there in my DD. She thought so too. And truely said what He said, "Who are you?". He has asked ME, the real me, something like that before. But instead it was, "where are you? And why are you hiding?" At that time I felt like He was addressing my DD's.

Will I have the courage to respond once more with... "here I am" and be confident in that? This blog has become much more personal and religious than I had planned. But, maybe it means something to you too? I just really want to be happy to be me. And I'm sure God wants that also. Hope to work on it with Him, together. Thanks for listening, friends. (:

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Comment by roxanne on March 31, 2012 at 8:51am: Do you have a Bible with Jesus' words in red? It is so comforting to just read these. It is like talking to Him one on one.

Comment by Jules on March 30, 2012 at 3:37pm: Thanks. She is a great counsellor, I will miss her. But it might only be for a school term break.

Good question Adriana. What am I doing? I find it hard to actually ask Him what I should be doing. I love to do what I want. But I also want to please Him. Sounds like...Paul, was it? The law/war in our own mind. Paraphrase: doing what I ought not do, and not doing what I ought. It's hard for me to hear God's answer on this. What should I be doing?

I'm not doing much right now. I am unwell, however I feel like it would be better if I had a vision or passion for SOMETHING, to do something. But energy drains from me somehow. Which makes me want to just give up.

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Comment by roxanne on March 29, 2012 at 9:19pm: That's one of my favorite quotes, Adriana.

I think your encounter with Jesus is beautiful.

It sounds like you have a very wise counsellor.

Comment by Hana on March 29, 2012 at 9:01pm: "Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations." Jeremiah 1:5

Maybe He wants you to figure out what it is in life that He has created you to do...? He asked you who you were, so once you figure that out for yourself the next question could be: What are you doing?