Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
Ok, so I got huge spikes in my DD today while @ work. Mind you, I have a college degree and I am working as a cashier/food preparer. So that really gives me room for creativity (ideas for DD!). I'm grateful to God for my job, but God knows that I want a real job. So while I was working and doing the normal routine, (sweeping the floor, cleaning equipment, ect.) I imagined that I was making lots of money doing my dream job, and instead of me working for my money, my money was working for me. It was like I vacated someplace else in order to cope with what I was dealing with @ the moment. Idk, I got better as time went along, but I'm writing this post so that I can get it out of my system and face reality. I am NOT a star who makes millions of dollars. I work @ #&(8*)0% and make no more than $10 an hour. Don't plan on working like this forever, but I refuse to let myself live a lie. There, I said it.
You're doing ok and tomorrow is a new day. Don't be too hard on yourself. But I do understand your thought pattern though. You not there on your own.
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