It's my first blog, so I'll introduce myself.
my name is Anne and I'm fourteen years oldd.
I've been daydreaming since I guess 2007-8 ish. I was eleven, and I was soo maladaptive to reality that I couldn't handle it, so I began creating my own. I started listening to more music, going on the computer more, creating characters/making scenarios for them then before i knew it, I was addicted. and my real life was still horrible, but I had something imaginary- that was mine- and if I didn't like it, I could change it. something I couldn't do with real life. I didn't even know you could be addicted to something odd, like daydreaming.
Well now, it's my first year of highschool, I want to get into a good college but it'll be soo hard. if I can't even focus when someone's talking to me, then how am I supposed to focus on schoolwork? I'm already getting bad marks. I have two D's and I'm about to fail another class.. dang.
My parents already knew there was a problem before I told them. (i only told my mom..) soo i'm going to a psychologist or therapist because they think I have ADD. I told my mom and tried to explain soo hard.. but she thinks i'm a psychotic or schitzo of some sort. x-x I'M SO FRUSTRATED WITH THIS.
but, if there is some kind of treatment for this disorder in the future, i'm not even sure i'd want to take it.
i love my world and characters i made in my head and i don't want anything to happen to them.
i'm not sureee.