Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
I feel horrible today. ;/
i've been daydreaming hardcore since saturday.. that's usually when I lock myself in my room and go on my daydreaming binge for the weekend. I get frustrated with this a lot-- i don't feel like being someone else sometimes. I just want to be me. what's happened to my life? where's Anne?
I was soo spacey today- the most i've been since my daydreaming first started. I tried to stop, but thinking about stopping made me daydream more, agh. I guess it's cause i've been listening to new music i really enjoy daydreaming to. I guess i should avoid music more then.
I'm supposed to go to the psychologist tomorrow.. i told my mom about md and she wants them to prescribe something for it. i'm scared i'll wound up getting diagnosed with schitzo or something.. i bet they've never even heard of it. i'm so skeptical about medications.. especially for something mental. ;/ i feel like i'm the only one in the world with this problem and i feel soo alone with this. :/