I feel horrible today. ;/

i've been daydreaming hardcore since saturday.. that's usually when I lock myself in my room and go on my daydreaming binge for the weekend. I get frustrated with this a lot-- i don't feel like being someone else sometimes. I just want to be me. what's happened to my life? where's Anne?

I was soo spacey today- the most i've been since my daydreaming first started. I tried to stop, but thinking about stopping made me daydream more, agh. I guess it's cause i've been listening to new music i really enjoy daydreaming to. I guess i should avoid music more then.

I'm supposed to go to the psychologist tomorrow.. i told my mom about md and she wants them to prescribe something for it. i'm scared i'll wound up getting diagnosed with schitzo or something.. i bet they've never even heard of it. i'm so skeptical about medications.. especially for something mental. ;/ i feel like i'm the only one in the world with this problem and i feel soo alone with this. :/

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Comment by Creator on December 15, 2010 at 1:57pm

you're not alone. never feel alone. just look at this place!

u should blog about how it goes. We support you.

Comment by lxxxphysixxxl @ yahoocom on December 15, 2010 at 6:20am

Just make sure they dont prescribe you with something that will take your creativity away.

Comment by Cordellia Amethyste Rose on December 14, 2010 at 10:13pm

Ok, well I would take as much info as you can about this because your doc probably won't have heard of it.  I doubt you'll be diagnosed with anything wacky.  They'll probably just say it's "just depression" and prescribe anti-depressants.  Cynthia has been studying this like mad & hasn't found any magic pills yet.  


I would seriously recommend going armed with info, or the doc may just ignore this condition.  

Here are Cynthia's preliminary findings.  She's a real doctor with a PHD, so it'll be hard to ignore her.



Also feel free to send them here.  It'll be harder to say 200 people don't have something than just one.  Please let me know if I can help.  I want to help in any way I can.   

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