Where wild minds come to rest
So from what I've read I have all the symptoms of maladaptive daydreaming. I daydream excessively, but I always thought it was normal. I'd rather think than pay attention to certain things, though sometime it comes without warning and I find myself spacing out in important conversations. My daydreams hardly ever include me, unless I'm thinking about my life. When I fantasize I'm not in it, cause I don't really like me that much, and would rather be someone else. But this never seemed like a problem for me. Although I have picked up a nervous tick, where I tap my fingers whenever I think.
I really do enjoy day dreaming, for a little while I can just escape. But I know that sounds really crazy and addict like. I guess I'm really kinda depressed. Basically things happen in my life, and the outside world that I hate, and I'd rather daydream and ignore it. I guess I really hate reality, I'd rather live in my own world.
I suppose it started when I was a kid. I never had imaginary friends but I lived in imaginary places. In the third grade I literally had no friends in my class, so I was always alone. Being alone caused me to daydream more and more, and it never stopped. :/
Anyways I do like daydreaming a lot, but I don't know it I want to stop, so what do you think I should do?