dont stop daydreaming.

[Simran]

At this stage I would now never stop daydreaming. In last one yr so much has changed in my life. From house to ppl I live with and my lifestyle. The things which I once had have all gone now. (and all these small changes do affect us MDers to a great extent.....right?) So basically I cant call anything in life as Mine. All the things(both small objects to big ppl) I was once emotionally attached to have gone except my daydreams and the character in my dream. They support me every now and then. I love them. They are Mine AND NOBODY CAN TAKE THEM AWAY FROM ME EVER. THEY WILL ALWAYS BE YOURS. Trust me guys im no encouraging u of the idea that daydreaming for hours is normal. NO, DDing FOR HOURS IS NOT NORMAL. BUT IF U KNOW HOW TO DAYDREAM IN MODERATION........ITS YOURS. EVEN GOD CANT TAKE THEM AWAY FROM U.

[Simran]

Hey Tila, sorry for being so negative. And I know I shudnt b talking like this on a blog which tries to help ppl come out of this problem. But I was just saying that in some cases...we may not realise, but it may b that our Mind has found a way to cope with discomfort as well as work and survive. May b MD is not always bad.

Im so sorry.....but im not offending any1.

anyways thanx for ur concern. May u always b happy dear;-)

[Simran]

It did bother me initially when I found it was taking too much tym away from me which I could hav used for studying. But I hav learnt to control myself from daydreaming while studying. As long as that's going well.....im not bothered. And when it comes to living in reality......if reality was good and I was not being able to experience it's goodness because of daydreaming, then it wud b a thing to worry abt. But my reality is not worth it.

[Tila]

You are still living in a fragmented reality, that's not real in the sense of being truly in the present. Doesn't that bother you? Lying to yourself about reality?

[Simran]

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