Day 2

[Mira]

After reading some comments on my first post, I realized maybe I was being a bit of a tightass about it. Today I daydreamed about him just a little...mostly I was contemplating/remembering the various things he and I have been talking about lately. 

But I also came home, spent time with BF and then spent like an hour or so playing Singstar, because I want to do karaoke tomorrow night, and it's easier if I warm myself up to it. (I love it but I get terrible stage fright) I think I enjoyed it more than usual, and although I was initially wary that my neighbours might hear me, by the end of it I was belting it out at the top of my lungs. And I didn't do too bad! Nearly beat my old scores on medium level.

While I often imagine myself talking or singing, I still am often averse to the sound of my own voice. It's a good day when I'm not.

I'm still going to try to dial back the daydreaming this week...but at the risk of giving myself more anxiety than I need, I'll try not to worry about it as much.