Where wild minds come to rest
I have not posted in a while.
I have been trying to stop DD for a while now but the more I try the more i go deeper into it. I have been single for 2 years now. My problem recently is that i can not differentiate between my day dreams and reality.
I think i am in love with a co worker but i am not sure if my feelings are real or I am just imagining things as usually. I am more confused than ever. I live more in my day dreams than reality because of the new job I am doing. i have the whole day to myself to day dream.
I am so messed emotional as I am trying to stop but i cannot and i am going deeper. I cant take this anymore. I wish i could drink something that will make me normal and love normal activities.