Confussed Even more

[Bonnie]

Hi Dreamers.

I have not posted in a while.

I have been trying to stop DD for a while now but the more I try the more i go deeper into it. I have been single for 2 years now. My problem recently is that i can not differentiate between my day dreams and reality.

I think i am in love with a co worker but i am not sure if my feelings are real or I am just imagining things as usually. I am more confused than ever. I live more in my day dreams than reality because of the new job I am doing. i have the whole day to myself to day dream.

I am so messed emotional as I am trying to stop but i cannot and i am going deeper. I cant take this anymore. I wish i could drink something that will make me normal and love normal activities.

[Ivy White]

Sorry to hear it, I know that things aren't always easy or clear cut but in my experience, when I fall in love with someone I am completely "into" reality, because suddenly reality makes so many emotions stirr up and happen. 

I wish I could drink something like that too.

[Roel]

I feel sorry for you :(. It's hard, whene you set up a goal for yourself, you immidiatly start dreaming about achieving that goal, and thus you get hold back even more.

I know that situation of not being able to say wether you love someone, or you love the dreams you have about that person. I am having the same. I am afraid that if I tell my crush about this, she wont understand where my feelings are coming from and she will make me realise that the reasons why I love her aren't even real. It is difficult to see the difference between reality and dreams whene you're clouded by feelings.