A few random, unrelated things

[Wish Upon A Wish]

I'm just gonna say a few random things here in no particular order or anything, so no clue how long or unreadable it will be. 

You know what sucks?

http://www.eventfinder.co.nz/2013/nightwish/auckland/newton

This. It's  R18.

I'll be turning 17 just 27 days before that show. I want to go so damn badly, and was prepared to spend money on flights up to Auckland and some expensive hotel (expensive 'cause it's in Aucks) and the ticket all myself and I don't have a ticket yet but if this thing stays R18  I will be so mad

 

Also, lately for some reason I've been snapping and arguing with Mum a bunch lately and I don't like it. They're usually quite rare. The arguments, I mean. It sucks and I don't like it. I'm starting tertiary study soon, and have only 3 days of highschool left, so we've had to sort out a lot of stuff, like whether I can still do highschool part time for 2 more months, which I can't due to funding issues, and getting a car and stuff so we've been doing a bunch lately and so I guess we may be a little more stressed, but really not much for me, as far as I'm aware of, so it's really weird and I want to know why.

 

There was something else I was gonna post on here but I can't remember.

 

You know, we moved closer to town this year, and Mum has probably spent over a grand on trying to make my internet work properly and it does for a while then the fucker just fucks up again.

First the reception was insanely low. She bought an extender. She then needed a new modem. Internet kept cutting out randomly, so I had to disconnect/reconnect, only between about 10am/10pm, and we paid a bunch to try and get that fixed but it never worked, then we went back to our old modem and she bought this awesome thing that connects to the computer that increases that specific computer's reception by heaps, and so it;s helped me, except, and I'm not sure if this happened before or after changing from telecom to someone else, but now MY computer and mine only is on Local only, and so can't go on the internet and it really irritates me. Sending some $2billion thing to Mars does basically nothing for the average person, so why the Hell can't NASA send NZ a few dollars to make out internet cooperate!! I'm sure they can afford it. I'm on my Mum's laptop, by the way.

 

Oh, I remember! Like I think most/all of you, my fantasies are sometimes good, sometimes bad, sometimes neutral. Occasionally, like at least some of you, I have something really really good or bad happen (and usually repeat and 'perfect' that scene) in the daydream. If something really bad happens, I've recently found I seem to be happier in real life, or at least a bit perkier. Often, though, after a while, I start off-setting the really bad thing with a really good thing, like meeting my idol, and then I'm insanely happy while I daydream, and get more depressed when I get to real life. I'm not sure if this means I should try to daydream really negatively to make me happier in real life, or if that's a really bad idea. Hmm....

 

You know, I just thought of something really good about the daydreams. We can do whatever illegal thing we want, conning, graffiti, stealing etc and it hurts no-one, and we can't get in trouble for it! yay! Haha. Realized that because in my DD I've started conning people a bit and suddenly got good at some computer stuff to steal money off people, and although I don't get really money for that, I still have fun, can't get in trouble, hurt people or feel bad for hurting people.

Which is good.

 

I feel like typing more but I don't know what, so I'll just leave it here.

(ps just thought I'd add this. A while back I posted icons I made (150x150pixels) and so if anyone has looked at them, I've made just a few more since then and will post them up eventually.)

[Cordellia Amethyste Rose]

Thanks.  

[Wish Upon A Wish]

My apologies- I've edited it a little, and think all the bad language is gone.

[Cordellia Amethyste Rose]

Please watch your language on here.