My DD has never been as bad as it has been the last 3 weeks . I did so good for about almost 2 years with just trying to keep myself busy and staying away from music as much as possible because music is and has always been my trigger. I would lie if I said I stopped all together .. nope I had my moments but nothing to dramatic. I don't know what happend but I'm so into it at the moment I do nothing else but go to work come home clean cook wait till everybody is in bed and sit in the living…

So while we are talking about this other world and all that I would like to add something I was wondering about for a while now.



I don't claim to be psychic or anything like that but while we are talking about energy I was wondering if anybody had this happen before.



Sometimes every ones in a blue moon when I daydream I go to a place I have never been before it's like somebody is just grabbing me from my dream and we are going to this place it's mostly under water or in…

 I was told a blog post would be the best thing to do that's why I bring my previous post over here.

 So this is the first time ever I write down my thoughts I always thought about it I mean telling someone but I never could I always thought about a diary but even there I was scared someone would find it and make fun of me.

I Daydream a lot as long as I can remember I think it all started when i was around 6 or 7 I remember I could only sleep with music so my mom got me a CD…