This is me, talking about my experience. Without any pessimism towards the situation. Without any optimism about the future, or any other feelings involved in general. Just plainly describing my day to day experience. 

I woke up today feelin the say way I felt yesterday, which was the same way I felt the day before, which is the same I felt a week, month, year, decade, prior to today. I wake up feeling nothing; and in a few moments, my mind starts finding something to be…