Hey everyone, it's been a while hasn't it.  Haha.... I think the last time I updated anything was about four months ago.

Well, I've gotten back into the routine of high school, mountains of homework, stressed about test, giving presentations and playing in the band.  Sadly my circle of friends has dwindled a bit but one missing piece was filled by a special someone.  I didn't think after sophomore year I would ever get back into the dating game but I guess that's how life sneaks up on…

Well she wasn't able to stay long, yesterday something came up and she had to leave.  We were really busy the first two days so I never got bored enough to test out my experiment.  Oh well.  I've been sleeping like crazy for two days which is weird for me and have lost 33 hours due to naps and crap like that.  Tonight me and my father are going to watch a family friend race in a speed race, so we'll see how that goes. 

Tomorrow's going to be a busy day to for my mother "memorial" but…

Hey it's been a while since I last updated so here's the jip,

For the past week my DD has been a rollercoaster, some days I wont daydream the whole day and then there are days that that's all I do.  I've been traveling and spending more time outside of my room and that may be the deal with stopping, but when I get the time, I'll go for hours.  It hasn't stopped me eating but it has interrupted my sleeping habits.  I've been going to bed later and later and then laying under the covers…

There has always been an warrior standing watch over me.  To pick me up when I've fallen, set me on the right track, to worry about me, to love me unconditionally.  She stood there by my side as a friend but more importantly as my mother.  With such a wonderful bubbly personality its hard to believe that this dark, isolated child was hers. 

I can remember so many good times with her, driving to the store, spending way too much on a once in a while shopping trip, having her tell me…

I've never done anything like this (blogged) so here it goes.  -deep breath-

Hello members, I'm Kristen and that's as far as my name as your going to get.  I have been call numerous other names online like Amethly, A.V.Frienday, S.V Rae, and Ivan.  I'm not legally an adult but I know I'm far from a child or an adolescent in quit a few aspects.  Up…