As many of you know, since i've talked about it a little on chat/forum, usually my DD  is about a relationship with someone else. In the last couple of years 2/3 people have been in my DD quite frequently. One of those people is an artist i admire a lot and i follow his work through his blog and twitter. I used to DD about him a lot in the past but eventually it faded away and i was able to keep following his work without DDing about him. So one day i opened twitter and he was saying…

Didn't want to set a title warning about this being vent/rant/drama because they are my real feelings, but i guess others may see it that way so you know what to do, stop reading and go do something else.

That said i'll start: it's 3h30am, i took my 2mg rivotril at dinner time and it usually knocks me down feel hours later. GAD is back for sure and it's been time it doesn't show up as heavy as this. I'm dead tired and still thoughts won't…

So far since i joined the chat i have talked and interacted on forums  a lot and it seems our DDs got as most common themes:

. your ideal self in a plot line you invented or in a plot line that follows events in real life

. a character and a plot line that could be a version of you, a character created by you or a character from a book/movie/tvseries/anime.

. romantic relationships and obsessions over celebrities or real…