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I suppose it's been awhile since I've posted. To caught up in my daydreams to notice how fast time goes. Forgive me. It hasn't gotten better, really. I just like to live in a denial of sorts. That it isn't a problem, that is.

 But it is and I hit my low points of self-loathing and feel the need to speak about it here. When I hate everything that I am and escaping reality doesn't fix it, I am quite lost. No creativity is to be found here, no sir.

 I went to class today and I…

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It's been a little over a month since I last posted here. Alas, I was hoping to be more frequent but once a month sounds adequate to me. I've been consistently daydreaming, although it's not too over the top. The past two days I've hit a road block in my fantasy world.



Sometimes, it feels like even creativity can shrivel up and die. When I get to that point, I'm irritable and morose. I get scared that it won't ever come back to me. I repeat daily activities like clockwork, even though… Continue

            

                  I joined here a month ago. Two perhaps. I can't exactly remember. I had planned to post as soon as I joined but I was conflicted. I didn't want to believe I had a problem, and for the most part, it didn't feel like I had a problem. Just because I enjoyed mental stimulation and solitude more than most wasn't a issue, right?  However, I started to see the world passing me by. The people around…

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