Hello! 

So, my last blog post was about how well I was doing. That's still happening. I am doing well- but I've realized why I developed MD in the first place. 

I've avoided going home for a really long time because it's a major trigger. My family complains constantly, but there's also nothing to do. These people do nothing all day, watch Netflix, and talk about how they're misunderstood. When I lived here, I had nothing to ether. Not only was I completely trapped here,…

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Hello!

It's been a very long time since I posted on here. Long story short, my life almost ended last year after a couple of medical problems. During the hospital stays and endless "sitting in bed" I used MD to cope. 

Now I'm in college. I've been here for about 3 months, and I love it! I was so concerned about my MD problems. Living with a roomate, and being around people constantly, it scared me. I thought that it would control my life and wouldn't be social. Now- I…

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My life has completely evolved from what it was when I last posted on here almost a year ago. Long story short, I am now sick, physically sick, and have had to accept that I will be for the rest of my life. It's all still very new, and I've had to change my entire life style. However, during this process I had to deal with the real world. I had to focus on my health and life and grades, so there was no time to MD. I think that I've gotten way better at handling it, although somedays I do get…

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Hello everyone! 

I just want all of you to know that you've all been so supportive of me and my book, and it really means a lot! Writing has really helped me make use and build on my MD's and improve my life. 

So, in celebration and as a thank you, my book is now officially free on amazon! For the next 5 days, it is 100% free for download on any device (smart phone, computer, tablet, etc.) using the app- --even internationally. 

Enjoy! :)…

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Hello! Today my book came out! Its now officially available on amazon!
I have to say that when I started writing about my MD's two years ago, I didn't think it would ever go very far. But now, It makes me happy to see that my MD has produced something I can be proud of. It took a lot to actually focus on my writing, but once I did, it was worth it. :)

Hello! I haven't really posted recently, but I figured it was time to share about my Book. 

So, I'm a high school student that's had MD my entire life. No one knows, and no one ever will. For a long time, I didn't know what to do. But in 7th grade I started day dreaming about this scene. I thought it was cool and wrote it down. Now, it's a 200 paged novel that comes out in August. 

But it wasn't that simple. Getting myself to really dedicate my time to this took about a year.…

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Hello! Okay, so I've recently gotten a Pedometer on my phone. It's just an app that I downloaded because I wanted to know how many steps I took when I was in "MD" mode. I'm always pacing when I day dream, so it was interesting to find out that I take about 2000-3000 steps!!! Isn't that crazy! That burns like 300 calories!  

Have any of you guys tried this? 

Hello! I know I haven't posted here in a while, but so much has been going on that life is crazy. I have two major MD influenced things that have become important, and ones good and ones bad.

My Serious Positive: I've written a book. It's about 200 pages long and a young adult novel named "Blank" that will be available on Amazon soon! Writing has decreased my MD dramatically and given me opportunities! But without MD, I don't think I would enjoy it. Serious Negative: ok, so I've got a… Continue

Now, I used to have an account on here. I posted about soccer and my problems from time to time. But over the summer, and school and all, my MD started to make me nervous. I wanted to be normal so desperately.... and it was crazy. So I quit the site. But since then, I've realized that MD is apart of who I am as A person. And although it causes problems, I need to accept it. So, this is me saying hello again! I think this site really helped me last time , and I missed out while I was gone! Hello!