Manifesting a fictional character

[Jessica Ballantyne]

I watched a psychological horror film that was based on a novel. I fell for the main antagonist. I found him so hot. He was portrayed by a great actor. Ever since, and for over a year, I thought about him all the time. I was inspired by the character so immensely. I was hoping to meet someone who was in a very similar profession, not that I wanted him to be a bad guy too. For some strange reason, I still believe that I'll meet someone who will remind me of this person. It may sound far out, coming from an adult who happens to have a wild imagination. I guess it's because, I didn't ever have much of a social life. So I wanted someone special to come along, and fill in that empty space.

Has anybody had this experience after watching a movie or reading a book.