Hi. I have autism and stuff and I think I have MD if it's real. I fantasize all the time for hours about meeting celebrities or friends/family and talking to them, making up conversations, and stories about imaginary people. I do lay in bed for a long time, sometimes 14 hours a day and I watch a lot of TV and movies and stuff so yeah. I'm also super obsessed with wanting to be a celebrity and I drive myself nuts and flip out over it and go to therapy.
Ye there is something very attractive about celebrity life. But I think you should try doing at least one activity you enjoy outside of the celeb thing. Drama or music?
MD is definitely real. Celebrities can be very alluring, but I agree with Amanda that you should find things to do in the outside world that you enjoy. Drama is a very good idea. It can help with many things. If this interests you, then you should go for it. We're here to support you.
I sometimes see my characters in my head and I can't seem to control their actions when I write stories as well, sometimes I just can't stop daydreaming... I love interactive fiction and reading personalized novels.
thanks for the support guys. I haven't logged in here in awhile and I haven't done much yet but I'm probably going to take some classes after the holidays and I've been job searching. :)