Has anybody felt any sickness or health effects after years of doing MDD? Any changes of the brain or changes in physical wellbeing? How do you feel these days?
Yes. The more you do MD, the more it takes your attention away from your life, so it alienates you from social bondings and opportunities. When I was a kid, I didn't know any better about the harmful effects of MD. I convinced myself, how bad can my upcoming life be? I was so totally naive.
I looked forward to a life of friends, career, education, learning & traveling, "enjoying life, and starting a family someday. When I began to do MD, what I really did was light a match. Which is pretty darn sad. Not only this, but it actually made me an even quieter individual, who just repelled everybody around me.
I'm jealous of my sister. She is bright, goes to university, and doesn't daydream. She talks and pays attention to people, and had 2 relationships with guys. She is everything that I'll never be.
SO yes. MD will alienate you, if you cannot control it properly.