Do you get shocked weirded out or confused when a MDD of yours comes true?

[eternally a child]

I tend to be very deep into MDD to the point where it has messed with my life, memories and dreams and etc.  Anyway , last summer I had met a man - I didn't fall in love with him purse' but I did like him a lot. Because of the old fashioned way of my family I had to sneak around to see him. I had only hooked up with him twice but we had a misunderstanding and exchanged negative words and he was ''done''. I tried reaching out to him through a text and email months later and I called him much later on  to have him hang up on me. So after that I had given up hope - I had tried to use the law of attraction and etc to bring him back BUT with MDD I had a tendency to think of him anyway but have a twinge of sadness. that sadness eventually left when I came to terms with it .

 

 

I used an app. called TEXT + and whenever it would chime id hope itd be him but it was just the app giving alerts and updates for service. So I had also given up on the hope of being texted by him . But this whole time -not every single day but for long enough- I imagined seeing him again and seeing his place and remembered what we did. I didn't even realized that much time had passed from when we last spoke. Anyway fast forward to 6+ months later  I fall asleep but 2 hours later I get a text FROM HIM asking to see me out of the blue.I was so stunned by this and confused that I had to re-read the text and make sure it was him. Now I know im in reality but the shock of this was very strange to me . it could have also been the fact that I had just gotten up lol . We met and had a great time and I was surprised that HE remembered so much from when we last met. Anyway- idk if anyone will understand what I mean by this and im not solely referring to the law of attraction and etc. buy it just blurred the lines of fantasy and reality and shocked me and I felt confused . which concerns me.Also this has happened to me more than once with different situations. I was just curious about this or wanted different perspectives on this. And I guess the reason I was also shocked because he just popped up and etc.