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I'M SO F***ING FED UP WITH MDD AND LONELINESS... IS ANYONE ELSE?

Started this discussion. Last reply by Aquarius Nov 24, 2014. 1 Reply

Im tired of this problem/habbit/disorder taking over my life and destroying me and taking my life away from me , but its a mistake i make 10,000 times a day. I make it often because if I face reality…Continue

Do you get shocked weirded out or confused when a MDD of yours comes true?

Started Feb 26, 2014 0 Replies

I tend to be very deep into MDD to the point where it has messed with my life, memories and dreams and etc.  Anyway , last summer I had met a man - I didn't fall in love with him purse' but I did…Continue

MDD is a curse ,I feel like im going f***ing crazy.......a long rant

Started this discussion. Last reply by eternally a child Feb 4, 2014. 2 Replies

To my mother I always 'have my head in the clouds' ...its even worse than that but how can I even explain this curse to her? The tension between my mother and I has become even worse . Im 27 and live…Continue

TRYING TO HEAL? Does anyone feel shattered/ scared / anxious / devastated when they STOP DD

Started this discussion. Last reply by Andy Sortman Feb 26, 2014. 13 Replies

Ive recently become really fed up with my severe MDD. Ive realized how dependent upon it ive become and how my real life needs to begin. Since moving back with my mother - im an adult and it sucks-…Continue

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eternally a child commented on Tuxedo Knux's blog post Meaningful Interaction
" its about an escape, i think it stems from a desire for normalcy and yes there is more meaningful interaction there , i know that when i DD i can feel the emotions strongly or negatively and act them out. i want to stop doing this but ive…"
Nov 6, 2015
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Nov 6, 2015
eternally a child commented on Tuxedo Knux's blog post Adults with MD
"i guess this did all stem from trauma and loneliness and verbal/physical abuse  but its taken me a long time to realize ive been abusing myself or picked up where my abusers left off and this was all to escape of course. dealing with…"
Nov 6, 2015
eternally a child replied to Eretaia's discussion Yes, you can cure Maladaptive Daydreaming
"this was pretty amazing. recently ive crumbled because of the fact that im fed up with MDD  and the fact that my reality and fantasy lines have been blurred for way to long. because of my age and living situation and some recent frustrations…"
Nov 6, 2015
Aquarius replied to eternally a child's discussion I'M SO F***ING FED UP WITH MDD AND LONELINESS... IS ANYONE ELSE?
"I just stopped short of congratulating this guy on his recent success because I'm worried that would once again lead him to making drunken calls to me,  in some of which he lashed out at me. I've kept a rule for myself - that if he…"
Nov 24, 2014
eternally a child liked Not 2 Crazy's discussion Wishing with all my heart that my daydream becomes reality
Nov 18, 2014
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I'M SO F***ING FED UP WITH MDD AND LONELINESS

Im tired of this problem/habbit/disorder taking over my life and destroying me and taking my life away from me , but its a mistake i make 10,000 times a day. I make it often because if I face reality I face all of my faults and face the fact that Im alone and have no one. But it also means I have to be strong and face my fears or come to terms with my life . Life requires work and dealing with people and if  I let go of my MDD - this fucking curse - then I have to get hurt in the real world. I…See More
Nov 18, 2014
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Do you get shocked weirded out or confused when a MDD of yours comes true?

I tend to be very deep into MDD to the point where it has messed with my life, memories and dreams and etc.  Anyway , last summer I had met a man - I didn't fall in love with him purse' but I did like him a lot. Because of the old fashioned way of my family I had to sneak around to see him. I had only hooked up with him twice but we had a misunderstanding and exchanged negative words and he was ''done''. I tried reaching out to him through a text and email months later and I called him much…See More
Feb 26, 2014
Andy Sortman replied to eternally a child's discussion TRYING TO HEAL? Does anyone feel shattered/ scared / anxious / devastated when they STOP DD
"I give up on trying to stop. It just takes too much effort. Now I am just trying to strike a balance between indulging in fantasy and dealing with real life. When I daydream too much I feel saturated and just stop, sort of like eating too much ice…"
Feb 26, 2014
The1andonlyAbber replied to eternally a child's discussion TRYING TO HEAL? Does anyone feel shattered/ scared / anxious / devastated when they STOP DD
"If I go for more than 24 hours without daydreaming, I feel tired but hyper at the same time. I have a headache and can hardly think. I also feel like there's an enormous void inside of my head where my fantasy world once was. It's kind of…"
Feb 25, 2014
eternally a child liked Lysa's discussion Are you yourself or someone else?
Feb 6, 2014
eternally a child replied to Lysa's discussion Are you yourself or someone else?
"I usually star in my own day dreams and think about past situations - i replay the good ones over and over or relive the bad but rethink the scenario to empower myself . I tend to see myself with friends and theres a series of BFs that i circulate…"
Feb 5, 2014
eternally a child replied to eternally a child's discussion MDD is a curse ,I feel like im going f***ing crazy.......a long rant
"thanks for your reply .  I of course fell into the MDD trap and didn't respond right away lol.  I wont act like im perfect or entirely the victim but its hard to get out of this when my parents who are both idiots demean me all…"
Feb 4, 2014
Rae replied to eternally a child's discussion MDD is a curse ,I feel like im going f***ing crazy.......a long rant
"I am sort of in a similar situation except my parents are very kind to me. I also live at home (i am 24) I work from home, I pay for my own things/bills. A lot of people aren't very understanding of people who have who have maladaptive…"
Feb 4, 2014
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MDD is a curse ,I feel like im going f***ing crazy.......a long rant

To my mother I always 'have my head in the clouds' ...its even worse than that but how can I even explain this curse to her? The tension between my mother and I has become even worse . Im 27 and live with her again. (I pay for my own food car insurance and cell phone and if I try to pay for extra grocery's or utilities my mother doesn't let me) As I have been back home ive admittedly become very weak and infantile but even when I offer to help or give she doesn't want me to. She then turns…See More
Feb 3, 2014
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Jan 31, 2014

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