Where wild minds come to rest
I realized that I could have formed many more friends and even dated, if I had opened my heart to people by expressing myself to them. I had no need to close myself out. It's just, I had quite a few…Continue
I am beginning to agree as to why social butterflies react so bad when I just sit there, looking unfriendly with my mouth shut. When your living in your head, whatever dream world your in, you forget…Continue
It breaks me up that I can't get anybody to know how I feel. I wish that anybody, even my mother, can see how effected I am, but I can't. I haven't spoken to people in a very long time! All they can…Continue
This really puts me to shame. I know Hollywood tends to make light of real life. Seeing how serious and dystopic modern society in the real world typically is. You can only accept that history looked…Continue
Silver Swan has not received any gifts yet
Whenever I want to express how I feel about my life situations, I discuss them with imaginary friends, because they actually listen to me without getting snarky. I find that real people don't understand my form of language or they're like "Then, do something something about it." Actually, real people wonder why I've gotten into that situation in the first place, or they can clearly see what's evident, snip at me what's going to happen and what I better do in future. It's as if in…Continue
I don't know how you guys do it! I try everything to conceal my day dreaming. I will put on startled, worried, wary or perplexed expressions to hide it. I'll even move my eyes around and bite my lips. People will still look right at my eyes and maybe even into them! I guess, they still wonder what goes on in my head. If I make a slip up at home and even work, people will think, 'is she wondering?'
I've never moved out in my whole life. And I mean, on my independent own. I've have honestly never left home. I don't know if I should blame it on my maladaptive day dreaming. Has anybody had this problem? I'm 32 years old and have lived in the same house for 26 years! I didn't do too well in school and had countless jobs. It's just, maybe my DD interfered with things too much.
Has anyone's brain power got better or worse since they started maladaptive day dreaming?
I notice my cognition needs vase amount of improvement and is slower in comparison to my teens. I'm only in 30's, though it isn't as fast and strong as it once was.