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Even when I'm not daydreaming

Started this discussion. Last reply by Filly Nov 27. 1 Reply

Even if I'm not daydreaming, people still find out fast that I'm drifting. They still notice my eyes look dazed and then act on it. I will just be thinking hard about something and my eyes will just…Continue

I had no idea

Started this discussion. Last reply by MedStudent Nov 17. 1 Reply

I've been daydreaming since I was 12, hoping I would finally see things. It wasn't until I became an adult that if I wanted all these things that much — well, I never should have daydreamed. It…Continue

Wow, I lead on a different mind

Started this discussion. Last reply by Filly Nov 13. 3 Replies

I had no idea that I lead on a 'different mind' all through my life, and always lived in the 'world of me.' You feel so much for what goes on in your own life, and it won't have an affect on anybody…Continue

Why I desired to dream

Started Nov 2 0 Replies

I found very few people who cared for me, shared common things and wanted to be my friend, also finding a relationship with someone was close to impossible, so I think this prompted my desire to…Continue

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Fitri Kamelia left a comment for Silver Swan
"Just a quick message to say we have started up a new forum on daydreaming. As its a new forum there isn't much content yet but we hope with your input it will grow. It is still a work in progress so any suggestions or offers to moderate would…"
Dec 7
Silver Swan replied to Alisha Mansoor's discussion Long Daydreams & How do I stop?
"My dad's been married to my mother for 37 years, and he's always had a crush on a Hollywood actress. In fact, he admired Jessica Lane so much, back in the 80's, that he and my mom agreed to name me after…"
Nov 28
Silver Swan replied to Alisha Mansoor's discussion Long Daydreams & How do I stop?
"I have created worlds that look similar to cinematic scenery. Other times, my world appeared like they came out of an illustrated biblical book or a painting depicting legendary people. Whichever way, whenever I just want to live in these worlds, I…"
Nov 28
Silver Swan replied to David Burkett's discussion Please describe
"Yeah, I know how you feel about dealing with authoritative people. I have a younger sister who is 3.5 years my junior, but she acts like my older sibling. She plays second banana to my mom's role in the house, so she tends to jerk me around…"
Nov 28
Silver Swan replied to shorif shopnil's discussion https://livevs-stream.de/utahstatevsboisestate/
"Your scamming our website with your live stream movies. We can't share our blogs. This is not a free-for-all landing site for garbage television."
Nov 27
Silver Swan commented on khanutv's blog post No Title
"You are scamming our website. Have you read the complaints? Our site is now swamped with football and movies. We can't share any stories."
Nov 27
Filly replied to Silver Swan's discussion Even when I'm not daydreaming
"Focus on the person you are listening to My guy looks right thru me it feels like he is seeing inro my soul"
Nov 27
Silver Swan replied to David Burkett's discussion Please describe
"To be blunt, I am a very quiet person around everyone. Around groups, I can't get a smart word in edgewise in other people's conversations. I haven't been a Chatty Carlie in quite a while, and I mean literally. I'm very…"
Nov 25
Silver Swan replied to Sarah's discussion Can someone please get rid of all these ads
"Yeah, what does football and movies got to do with this site?!"
Nov 25
Silver Swan replied to Summer's discussion What's the longest u have gone without a MDD episode?
"5 minutes"
Nov 20
Silver Swan posted a discussion

Even when I'm not daydreaming

Even if I'm not daydreaming, people still find out fast that I'm drifting. They still notice my eyes look dazed and then act on it. I will just be thinking hard about something and my eyes will just stare at an object for a while, such as the TV set. Or sometimes, I will be awake to my surroundings, but my doped eyes won't catch up. So, some will bring up that they can't tell if I'm listening—or if I'm gone. I find this unstoppable and frustrating. Can you guys advise me how to train my eyes to…See More
Nov 20
Silver Swan replied to Sara's discussion Can i cure MaDD without using medication?
"Thanks, I might do this next year"
Nov 18
Filly liked Silver Swan's profile
Nov 17
Silver Swan replied to Sara's discussion Can i cure MaDD without using medication?
"I find it impressive your a medical student who happens to be an former MDD'er. I guess any intelligent person in an in depth field can daydream. I used to think it mostly applied to artists, but that was just narrow thinking. "
Nov 17
MedStudent replied to Silver Swan's discussion I had no idea
"Hey this is the case for most MDDs. I started when I was 11. It took a long time for me to come to terms with reality, but I finally did. Things will get better. Just try to keep yourself physically busy as possible. Write a journal. Read a non…"
Nov 17
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Seeking more tangible things

Posted on August 16, 2018 at 11:07am 0 Comments

I literally spent nearly 20 years day dreaming about needing a boyfriend, but just today, I feel that was a scary thing to do.

I don't know many people who've done this! They basically just payed attention to others and got the partner they wanted, in a super outgoing manner. I wonder if maybe I blocked myself from people too much by diving into MDD. I was never attracted to many real people throughout my life, as they weren't as favorable as my MDD characters. So, I wondered…

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Expressing yourself is everything

Posted on August 13, 2018 at 12:17pm 0 Comments

Everybody use to gossip about me and taunt me in school for a simple reason: I didn't talk at all. I was your shy awkward type who didn't ever fit in. I had a couple friends at a time, but not too many. Everybody else was extremely chatty, super outgoing and extrovert—"and neurotypical." I was the only student that had autism spectrum disorder, so I was challenged with communicating and interacting. So my school and college job experiences were rather traumatic. Even into my…

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I discuss my life situations, but only in my MDD

Posted on July 23, 2018 at 9:02am 0 Comments

Whenever I want to express how I feel about my life situations, I discuss them with imaginary friends, because they actually listen to me without getting snarky. I find that real people don't understand my form of language or they're like "Then, do something something about it." Actually, real people wonder why I've gotten into that situation in the first place, or they can clearly see what's evident, snip at me what's going to happen and what I better do in future. It's as if in…

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It shows

Posted on July 19, 2018 at 8:07am 0 Comments

I don't know how you guys do it! I try everything to conceal my day dreaming. I will put on startled, worried, wary or perplexed expressions to hide it. I'll even move my eyes around and bite my lips. People will still look right at my eyes and maybe even into them! I guess, they still wonder what goes on in my head. If I make a slip up at home and even work, people will think, 'is she wondering?'

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At 3:47pm on December 7, 2018, Fitri Kamelia said…
Just a quick message to say we have started up a new forum on daydreaming. As its a new forum there isn't much content yet but we hope with your input it will grow. It is still a work in progress so any suggestions or offers to moderate would be greatly appreciated. We would really like it if you could join us and share your MD journey with us or even just come along to talk in the chatroom and make a few new friends. We hope to see you there x http://daydreaminblue.freeforums.net/" tabindex="0">Hello Everyone,

Just a quick message to say we have started up a new forum on daydreaming. As its a new forum there isn't much content yet but we hope with your input it will grow. It is still a work in progress so any suggestions or offers to moderate would be greatly appreciated. We would really like it if you could join us and share your MD journey with us or even just come along to talk in the chatroom and make a few new friends. We hope to see you there x

http://daydreaminblue.freeforums.net/

 
 
 

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