I’m 15 and I live with my mom, dad, grandma, and two brothers who are home from college. Since my room is essentially the living room, people are always coming down. I love music and it’s always been one of my passions in life but it’s also usually a trigger for my MDD. I do this weird jump- walking thing around my whole downstairs floor and I’m always getting caught by my family even though I just try to play it off. It’s the worst feeling ever.