I’m so tired of being.

[beeks]

I don’t ever understand what’s going on in my brain, I always feel like I’m going mad, I feel like a complete stranger in my own body. I wish I could better explain what I experience, but I don’t know how to. I’m sorry, I’m just so exhausted. I wish the world would stop for a second. Life’s been going on for so long, & I just want a break. Just some moments of peace. Please, if not a lifetime of it.

[Source]

You'll find that it's a fairly common feeling around here. Daydreaming up glorious and/or horrifying alternate lives en masse tends to come as a package with it.

That feeling of creeping insanity is there to stay until you've dealt with whatever is causing it... which is easier said than done, to say the least.

[Mina]

yes totally relate ... i think for me at least that we are not satisfying with our selfies and instead of trying to fight I  go to MD as Coping mechanism currently i am trying to do the opposite i am trying to search for every thing i MD about and fight it in the real life

[Lily of the valley]

You are so real for this. I feel exactly the same nowadays