my daydreams stronger than before

[Gabrielle]

Hello, it's been a while since I wrote about my story and when I wrote my life was at a standstill. Now my life is starting to change, especially in the social sphere. I'm currently taking two professional courses which means I'm leaving home and interacting with people, I've made some friends and I feel frustrated because it's not how I imagined it would be. I have nothing in common with this friendship and a guy asked me to be his girlfriend and I refused because I don't have feelings for him. In short, in my daydreams, I have a polygamy relationship and the guys I imagine are nowhere near the guys who come to talk to me and I feel frustrated.
I thought that now that I have a routine of obligations and am building my career, my daydreams would lessen, but the opposite is happening. I still have a lot of problems with procrastination, shyness... Sometimes I think how am I going to be able to have a boyfriend if I can't feel anything for the men around me because they are not similar or the same as those in my imagination.

[Mina]

that's interesting reflection i never thinked about that

Thank you for sharing this insight