Hello. This is the first time I've written here and I'm not sure if anyone will read it. If anyone does, I apologize for any typos because English is not my first language. A few months ago I lost my father, and I feel that to this day I still haven't accepted the idea or understood what death really means, especially since I love him so much. I can't explain why, but lately my daydreams have focused on tragic situations. I've been rambling about the death of my mother (I love her with all my…See More